“I stay up just late enough until I am just exhausted enough that I can fall into my bed and sink into immediate slumber. Because I can’t stand lying in a bed in a dark room alone with just my thoughts for so many hours and hours.”—(via psych-facts)
“We have limited time in our life, therefore we should try to teach ourselves, not to teach others. We should conquer ourselves, rather than conquer others. Whether coming or going, standing, sitting or lying down, our mind should be focused in this way. If we practise like this and develop mindfulness continuously, wisdom arises quickly and this is a fast way of practice. _Ajahn Chah”—(via thetaooflife)
So so lucky,but the thunder is never far.
I have no idea how I am here,I am a lie and a miracle at the same time,guilt and luck and a whole load of fuckery.
Worn like 80 year old socks and I have no time,no time was there when I could have saved a life instead of talking shit. I give up on advice,professional bullshitter.
I am so lucky, and there are smiles and warmth and breaths to take but on waking and sleeping goats cling and scream to cliffs and wind is a bitch crashing them against rocks up and down and we must all keep working. Feeding obese fuckers who disgust and shove mouthfuls down all our throats,your sandwiches are salty and soaked and I don’t give a fuck. Guilty as I’m so lucky,when did goats deserve as many chances as this,gods and crap and divine intervention,’I am always ok,bullshit bullshit,save mine and take yours,I live with this Crap’. Lifelong condition and I refuse to be your zombie you blatant greedy power hungry cantankerous cunts. Shove your prescriptions up your arse and burn on your bikes. Years and years still not recovered,my body is fucked. I want to bring life,but god…fuck. Utter trash mouth and cut and quartered,so so stable from the windowsill, come lay in my heart and choke in the constant crushing. I am so,so lucky.
“Before you know it it’s 3 am and you’re 80 years old and you can’t remember what it was like to have 20 year old thoughts or a 10 year old heart.”—This is the scariest fucking text post I’ve ever read (via fuckinq)
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Be a lovely noodle and check out my new art website and some of my recent projects!!, would be great if you could leave feedback! Always keen for ideas and opinions, and if you happen to fall in love, I am always looking for more work for affordable prices! Unique, detailed in inspired passion and the silent hours thats not yet day or night, the world is asleep and hope is being born.
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